Why is living so big? These are the reasons.

Living Is So Big because I am around my family for the holidays.

Every day I miss him, every day I hurt. I remember him always; I think of those memories every day of my life. The times we stayed up till the morning hours, our endless car rides, talks about the girls he liked and the boy I like, about our future plans for the summer such as skydiving, and all the times we spent laughing with our friends. 

Those first few days after everything happened, my friends were my strength. They were the ones that held me up when I couldn't seem to hold it together, we were all in it together We talked, we cried, we hugged. There is a common bond I have with those few people that will hold us together forever.

Life is a big journey.  A journey meant to have experiences, trials, tribulations, ups & downs.  The highs and the lows.  The cool and the not-so-cool.  Life is what you make of it.  To me it is a journey.  Something that I cannot give up on.  Something that I should not give up on.  Something that I will not give up on.  I know that anything can happen, and whether it is something bad that will happen, that won't stop me, because I know there is more good to come. 

My Life Journey has been a windy path, leading me to new places, meeting new people, experiencing new things, etc. And I enjoy all of this.  I am thankful for all that has happened and all that will continue to happen.  For certain individuals that help me along my Life Journey I am forever thankful of them.  As I am the help to other individuals...

On May 11, 2012, I climbed upon the stairs upstairs to his room to try to bring him down to come hang out with us. But he didn't want to go. I knew something was wrong, but he didn't want to talk about it. I said I would see him later. And off I went for the night with some friends to go to the canyon.

The next day on May 12, 2012 I received a call at 8 AM that morning and letting me know he committed suicide. My world was shattered and I didn't know how to put it back together. I broke down and cried. I let my roommate hold me in her arms as she tried to comfort in the unspeakable pain I was feeling. Tears ran down my face as I've never felt them before.

I was shocked, hurt, and mad. Most of all, I instantly missed him.

I never experienced someone close to me committing suicide - I didn't even know anyone who had suffered with such depression before. Or maybe I never realized the reality of it. I didn't know how to deal with the pain I was feeling. I didn't know how to express myself. I started to separate myself from some of my friends and I cried a lot. It hurt so much to cry - I literally felt pain in my body as I cried...

Because I was born...  I was born.  I have a heart-beat.  I can breathe.  I am here for a reason.  So I will continue to live my life.  I have to.

I am happy to be living my life because, when I really stop and think about it, to exist is a miracle. To be a conscious being living in a cosmos which at every scale is mysterious and awesome--and to be aware of it all--is a miracle beyond words. Who, realizing this, would not love and appreciate being alive?

Living is so big because I realize I am more than what is trying to bring me down right now. As much as I don't see it sometimes, I know there is more to life than being upset over one person. 

On April 14, 2010 @ 11:41pm - Jesus Agudo wrote:

"Living Is So Big... because you are my child and I love you no matter what happens".

Four days earlier from the above date my son had attempted to end his life. I created the website LivingIsSoBig.com and asked all of you that would listen to share one reason for living. You answered and you answered strong with your priceless thought. For this, I am forever grateful.

There is much to do.  There is always much to do, it never ends.  That is why LISB.

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a great battle." -Philo of Alexandria

Hey, i'm currently human.  Being human means a lot and is a lot of responsibility.  With this comes the word, "emotion" and that can really affect you.  Sure, I get down sometimes, meaning "angry" or "sad" for whatever reason.  But the important part is not about that, but more so that I remember to get back on my feet, push forward, and realize that Living Is So Big.  Why would I EVER give up?  Why would you?  It makes zero sense.  I mean really.  Think about it...

I have worked hard.  I have put my sweat and tears into my work.  I have achieved so much.  All of my achievements are what make me happy.  I am so grateful.  Living is so big because all of my achievements are the things that show me I CAN do it!

Well....I just want to start this story by introducing myself.

My name is Liann and I am 15. I had a hard life. I was taken from my mom at 3 years old, and lived with my grandmother. My dad was out of the picture. When i was 6, I was taken from my gramma, because i was being abused both physically and sexually. They placed me in a foster family, and they adopted me 3 years later. I loved them and trusted them, which at that point in my life, was really hard to do.

Over the years, my adopted family got abusive. I was taken from there when i was 14 years old. Now at this point, I didn't trust anyone, and my behavior was awful. I used to cut myself...and it would help. Then, as things went downhill...i would hold knives up to my heart, and think constantly about killing myself. I would cry a lot when no one was looking, and I tried to get close to God, but it seemed like nothing worked....

The littlest things are what make Living so big.  I love to whistle!  I enjoy reading.  I really do love running.  Do you get what I mean?

My thoughts... LISB always!! =)

Original quotes by Jesus Agudo - © 2010 - 2014

Please credit this page or Jesus Agudo of any quote used. :)

Hi John,
I was visiting in Asheville NC one weekend when I came across your beautiful card. Several years ago God gave me a message just before awakening. The message given co relates to your card perfectly, I think. I would love to make my poem available to bless others. If you are interested in my poem I will look forward to hearing from you.
Thank you, Delores Glass

How many of us truly understand the concept of living one's life to its best potential? Are we merely pacifying ourselves to accept what we have at the moment? Can we do better? Well, that will always be the question for the rest of our lives.  Yes, we can always do better if we choose to do so.  So, if you are in a dark place or not even close to where you thought you would be in life, then now as in this very second is the time to change that.

First and foremost begin to make the realization of what uplifts and satisfies you in life.  Start off by realizing that you are worthy and have a purpose. Continue that path and begin to focus on those family members and friends that share love and joy. Those that you love and want to be around. Those that make you feel terrific when they ask on how you are feeling. Find the feeling that makes your body, mind and spirit energized.  Partake in the enjoyment of activities, really get involved and have fun.  Lend a hand to those in need.  Offer them your kindness and you will receive a great feeling in return. Also, feel free to look into your spiritual beliefs if need be.  Once you have made so many realizations of goodness, your thought patterns will begin to manifest in a more positive way.

This new thrust of positive energy will rejuvenate the mind, body and spirit.  The new discoveries of goodness that surrounds you everyday will be pouring in to your mind.  It still remains within your power to make the wise choices.  Do not allow the clutter and distraction to stop you from achieving your goal of being your best self.  

As I was at work today and the store was totally slammed, I was super stressed. I almost made my own mood worse just thinking about it. However, I started to think about things that I really enjoy. For me, some of the ways I remind myself of happiness, is self-expression through art of any kind. Writing, Painting, Singing, Creating. Bringing life to an idea that was thought up in my head is probably where I get a higher sense of accomplish and overall happiness.

There's a very spiritual aspect to it all.

L.I.S.B, a concept I came to know last month through Chris, who came into work and told me about it. I have to say, I love it~! The positive energy that the concept promotes helps me through everyday life, and that I tell friends and customers about. 

You ever feel down?  You ever feel like the weight of the world was on your shoulders and you just couldn't take it anymore?  Well, if you have, or are currently feeling that way, you aren't alone.  Many people feel that way, but tend to keep it to themselves, in the hope that no one will find out because it would be embarrassing if they did, or some other reason.  Well let me tell you that, no matter what you go through, no matter how bad it can seem to be, that everything happens for a reason.  You may not understand it at that specific time, or maybe will not understand ever, but you don't necessarily need to understand because things happen all the time.  All you need to do is pick yourself up, dust your shoulders and continue to move forward on the journey called life.

Don't get stuck in a pity party, you have more power than you think, you just aren't giving yourself credit.  We all have free-will and the definition of that is: "The power of acting without the constraint of necessity or fate; the ability to act at one's own discretion."  If you aren't happy with where you are in life, don't blame others or situations because, to simply put it... you are the one that chooses what you are going to be doing, at all times.  You control your life.  You are the pilot to the plane in your life, no one can make you do anything.  No one can make you feel a certain way, you choose to be affected by something or someone then in turn end up feeling a certain way.  So take control and move forward with your life.  Don't be affected by others opinions.  They are just opinions as you have your own.  We are all entitled to our own opinions, so be strong with yours and take action with your own life...