A Living Is So Big story
LIVING IS SO BIG... living love
My name is Suz but many people know me as Fuzz Bomb. Everything I create , everything I touch and everyone I am blessed to meet ends up being far softer and more loving. I live through love. I speak love. I am love. And as my inner world becomes more loving, the outer world responds in kind.
My story is far longer than this space will allow. There have been so many circumstances that others have called negative, overwhelming, challenging and unfair. In the midst of dis-ease and pain, I have found a few simple truths that my heart prompts me to share.
I do the best I can with what I have. And that is enough. Multiple Sclerosis has limited my energy. So I have learned to use the time I have to focus on love. I focus on what is in front of me and I choose to use my energy wisely. Love is never wasted. Even the most angry person is affected. It may not change their actions but my responses change my experience. Sometimes I am called to plant seeds that I am not to see grow. Planting loving thoughts is enough.
And one more thing for now... and this one I'm still working on accepting...
I have the energy and resources to do what is mine to do. If I do not have the energy - then it is not mine to do. My first task is to love myself. I fill myself with light and all others are blessed by the overflow. Once I have attuned my vibrations to Love and Gratitude- I use what I have to love where I am. I may desire to do more or sacrifice myself for another but that is not what I am called to do. If I am supposed to do it, I will have all I need, to do what is mine to do. If I truly lack the energy, then it is not mine to do.
I am grateful to have found you. I give prayers of thanks that your group is making a real difference in our world. May you be blessed with all you need to do what is yours to do.
Suz
— with love, jagudo
